i genuinely hate u so much I don’t think I could ever explain how deep rooted it is it’s not even like before when I would mask my feelings with hatred I would pay to watch u get beat up no joke idk I thought the second time would be different but ur the same cunt u always were and all along u always said it but it never got through to me that I actually do deserve so much better. One day I’m gonna be madly in love with my husband n I won’t even be able to remember the second name of the cunt who messed with me back in year 10 through to 11