hey, its been awhile. i dont know how im gonna do this without you. everything hurts, ive started doing bad in school and i dont think im strong enough. i miss you, i miss everything about. i just want you back. i can be better i promise, but i need you. im so tired. i havent slept in days and i feel like im suffocating. im sorry for everything, i hope you found the happiness you left me for,