sometimes i struggle to say i love you, i struggle because i'm not used to people loving me and i know you think "everyone loves you" but its not real love. people who really love me and mean it just makes me one of two things; either so so happy or sad because im unsure if i deserve that genuine love. so i struggle to say it back because sometimes i just cant find the words. like why would you want my love? like a 'its just me' type of thing. but i do, i love you. i'll always love you. i pinky promise :)