it’s getting so hard being here without you. i want to know what made you leave, what made you leave me here all alone. i hope you’re looking down on me, and i hope you’re proud. you made me feel a love indescribable, unable to be contained. you brought me out of the darkness, you made me smile, you made me want to live. and in your death, you brought me some pretty great people who’ve taught me how to grieve and find joy again. thank you for being the beautiful soul that you are, and eternally will be. i love you to no end, sweet boy.