You want honesty ... but honestly I can’t tell you how I feel. I want to be with you every moment of my waking mind. I want to be beneath your arms cuddled in your warmth. I want YOU. And you don’t realize how much I do. I want you but I can’t pull myself to tell you how I really feel because I’m afraid. Afraid that I’ll let someone close to me, just for them to take a part of me with them. That’s why I’m so indecisive and emotional because I’m afraid to be hurt and I’m afraid to cry myself to sleep every night over someone who might break my heart and honestly I rather never loved than to be dying inside.