Unsent Messages

Hi, it's been a long time since you last let me see you, you know...the reason I stopped talking to you was because I saw you with a girl, you let her touch you and hug you, you never let me do that, then you went with me as if nothing happened, that's what hurt me the most, I'm just one more for you? when you knew my feelings towards you you went away a lot, you no longer answered me and you avoided me at school, so bad am I? I just want to know, I thought I would forget you as the years went by, but it was not like that, I wonder what would have happened if I had not told you what I felt, we would still be friends? it is something that I will never know. I hope you are well and that you do not regret the decision you made.
I hope we will meet again, I will keep waiting for you even if it is the rest of my life.
I love you.
Goodbye