i care for u so much. we've never met but you have been one of the only constants in my life, have been since i was around nine. i literally would not be here if it weren't for you, you make me so happy. u mean the world to me. thank u for everything. i love u more than words can ever express. thank u for sharing your music with the world. my heart could burst with pride seeing how far you've come. i hope we can meet someday. i hope i can give you the biggest hug and thank you for all of this in person.