Deep down i wish i was with you but i know your happy and would never want you to not be. Sometimes i think about how you forgave her and i will never understand how. You're better than that, all i want for you is the best and nothing less. Your always so kind to me and it makes me appreciate how much I value you in my life even if you aren't mine. Maybe one day an 'us' will exist but for now it doesn't.