Unsent Messages

why did you do this to me? you’re not the same person you used to be, it’s like i’m grieving you even though you’re still alive because you’re not the same person as the one who helped me when i was drunk that night. i wish you just put in more effort with me and made more memories because maybe you would have stayed, it’s not my fault you left and i know that but the way you left it feels like it is and i want to be happy for you now that you’re with her but i wish i was her so much that i just can’t bring myself to be happy for you this is all just depressing me.

i wish you would just want me back because you were all i wanted and i really thought we were meant to be.

Everything i do now is going to just remind me of you so that i’ll never be able to forget you,, especially my music.

if you somehow ever found this and read it you would think it’s cringe and that i’m over-exaggerating. but i don’t think you ever properly understood how much i loved you even if we didn’t meet a lot because you made my life had so much more meaning and now you’re gone but i’ll always love you