It took me forever to get over you. I loved you since the first moment I laid eyes on you. And I loved you more after we sat together in front of that pond and looked at the stars and talked about our lives. You held so much weight in my heart, so much power. You shaped me into an amazing person. I thought I'd never experience the feeling I had felt with you again because it was so raw and pure and genuine. It was something you experience once or twice in a lifetime. It was a deep soul connection that I never wanted to get rid of. I was too young and damaged to be with you and I hated myself for that, but now I realize that it was neither of our faults. It just wasn't meant to be for us. You showed me what a real man was supposed to look like and how a real genuine healthy relationship should look. Everyday I prayed for you to come back, but it was selfish because you were happy without me. Now, I'm only happy for you. Wherever you are in this world and however you're doing, I'm just really happy for you. You deserve the best in life and thank you for being such a big part of my heart.