Unsent Messages

god, where do i even start? should i start with the time you stole my first best friend for a good few months? then won me back after i gave you another chance? now that i think about it, how many second chances have i given you, Abigail? You copy me over everything I do. My hobbies, my interests, every fucking thing. I'm so goddamn sick of it and i wish you would just come to your senses and realize that taking after others just means your a fucking hypocrite with nothing better to do than ruin friendship that don't involve you at all. You took J, yes, then you took her. You took my better best friend. The best friend that if I'm truly honest, is better than you ever fucking were. Stop acting all buddy buddy and acting like me and you are friends. I tried my best to mend our friendship, you and i have been texting recently. but you know what? fuck you. it's not a coincidence you start texting me right when you get your greedy little claws on my best friend. leave me the hell alone. im so sick of your bullshit. I used to want you to grow and be better, but now, i highly doubt that's possble for you.
people make excuses, mostly the people giving me adive, like you are trying to find yourself and such.
but you know what? you've had three fucking years to make up for everything you've done, and you haven't done shit. "Oh yeah, ____ is X and mine best friend."
No. I do not assosiate with you, nor do I want to every again.
Let's hope you don't kick out your new little toy at your birthday party, bitch.