i fear i must once again be the villain in your story, it’s not something i can do any longer. i care for you and i do love you still but i can’t sit here and long for you when i know you’re not coming. maybe deep down i knew i shouldn’t have started this. maybe that’s why i need to end this. i truly don’t want to, i would give nothing more then to continue this on forever. i would give nothing more then to love you forever. but i fear that we don’t always get what we want. I simply cannot let my heart break for you forever, i fear this has the power to ruin me and i don’t think that ruin is something i can survive. i love you always. TR
