i hate the idea of you.... yet at the same time i think about where we could have been. Fuck i loved you so much. You were my everything at some point and now i cant even recognize you and your actions. I never once disregarded what you asked or said. But when i asked you to stay away from her and leave you couldn't do that for me.You were not mature enough for me and that´s okay. You didnt understand me i guess and if you aren't meant for me. I Hope that you see me with who deserves me and respects what i have to say. I know you still love me and will forever say im the love of your life but i really hoped you treated me that way. Goodbye for now
Your jaan