I don't know if my feelings for you ruined our friendship. or if it was because of my mental health, but you promised you would never leave and you did. You left me for claudia and sarah and nothing you have done has ever hurt me more. I needed you so many times but you never came back. I'm sorry that I was too much for you. But you will always be one of my best friends even though it's wrong. I miss you and I hope at some point you can come back to me.
