you were my best friend. i'm sorry that i still haven't forgiven you yet and i'm sorry if i ever hurt you, but i'll never know what i did to deserve you leaving our friendship behind to date my other best friend. do you think it's fair? that i lost both of you without any explanation? it drives me crazy thinking that you might've thought that i didn't love you back when i did the entire time. i just wish you waited, just for a little bit longer. i just needed some time. i would've given you everything. but now that you've gone i'm doubting that you ever cared at all. how did you give up so easily? i miss you