hey ray.
i’m sorry. i can’t tell you anything. i can’t say what i feel because i don’t know how i feel. i’d tell you the amusement park analogy, but maybe i’ll tell it to you another day. when this mess is over— if it ever will be. i know you said you gave up. i’m sorry for hurting you. i’m not worth it. you weren’t the only person who went through something, you know? lol my heart and life is just a mess and i don’t want to drag you in it. sorry. ily