From: ABC
To: noa
Date: December 10, 2020, 5:53 pm
you knew, you knew you meant everything to me and you didn't even care, you play with me. I will always do whatever you want and suddenly we act like nothing ever happened. why? I miss you please come back.
You know you mean everything to me, you know what I've been through you see me every day you smile at me and walk away. what? I would like to go to you now, scream at you and then grab you and never let you go.
I can't explain how much I love you, how much I think about you every second of the day when you've long forgotten about me. I see you walking every day and my heart breaks again and again, but I also see you smiling and I think that's the most important thing, you are happy without me and if you are I am very grateful for that. You are the most beautiful and sweetest thing I have ever seen.
You broke my heart. you hurt me but you showed most of me at my best, you got everything out of me i ever got into, you showed me no matter what happens i have to enjoy my life and always will have to enjoy life. You made me happy every day and you still do today. When I think of you my heart leaps and I get a warm and safe feeling with you.
I miss you Noa, come back or stay happy. I love you
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