Unsent Messages

Hey,
I know it’s been a while and you asked for space but I don’t know I just wanted to talk to you. I want to talk to you all the time but I can’t and it’s so hard. I miss you so much. I’m so sorry for getting drunk at your house I’m so embarrassed that I did but you were so good to me that night taking care of me, I told my friends the next day that I think I fell more in love with you after that. I don’t know what I did wrong with us, I thought everything was going so good and then it just ended. Those few months we had together were some of the best of my life, you’re everything I have ever wanted. All I do is cry now, On top of you leaving me and accutane And school I’ve gotten so depressed. I never thought I would say I have depression but here I am, the happiest girl alive, the saddest. Ethan I just want you back, you hurt me so bad yet I would still break my back for you. I know you asked kaden if I hate you and no Ethan I don’t hate you, I hate the way my heart broke when you left me, and is still breaking. I don’t know when you will be ready to come back to me but I pray it’s not too late. I just want to be back in your arms, loved by you. I feel like I’m drowning waiting to be saved. Please save me baby. I love you.