i know youre toxic i know my friends are right i know it’ll probably end up the same i mean you’re already kinda starting again and it annoys me so much but i cant help it idk what it is but theres just something that makes me attached almost addicted to you i cant help it and i hate myself because of it why did (you just did it again now as i was writing this wow) i forgive you so easily why when ik youre bad i hate it so much but i cant leave and ik yk about my whole forgiving thing and i just feel like youre gonna take advantage of it and hurt me over and over again theres nothing i can do ofc i love you smn but i know all my friends are right about you and i hate myself for not being able to stop it