Even after all this time, even thinking about you drives me crazy. The butterflies i still feel, like when we first met. You still manage to drive me crazy over and over again, even after breaking my heart and making me feel worthless. I still love you and still care about you. You mean so much to me even after all this time and I just think that's sad. I know you'll never love me again yet I still love you. So much. I've rejected so many people because I still love you. You and your dumb smile, your dumb laugh, your dumb humour, your dumb face, your dumb love for her. I hate you so much but I can't stop loving you. If I had one wish, to wish for anything, it would be for you back. Everyday during class, on the bus, at night, all I think about is you. I miss being in your arms. Thats the one thing I want most in this world, to be in your arms again. Just for a little longer.