Unsent Messages

Part two: im sorry i wrote two, i just needed to say it. i hate that u still love me, but u cant b with me because ur love for me gives u hope for a future. i want u back, i want all of u i want to know all of ur fears and i want u to know mine. i wish u were here and i wish we could listen to carissa's wierd. i still wanna bake that cake for u. i could never outgrow u. everything about u has me in awe. it would be easier if u were here. stop being so hard on urself, ur always going to b more than enough for me. if the world knew u the way i knew u, theyd melt the way i do, but i dont want the world to have u, i want u all to myself and i dont care if its selfish, i know u still love me because u tell me u do, and what reason would u ever have to lie? sing my favorite songs for me again, tell me how pretty i am again, tell me how i make u happy again. i know that ur protective of me and i know that u think im a fragile angel, and maybe thats true, but i still think u need to b coddled and held and kissed and to b told just how much ur loved. i recreate the world in ur image and i ache for u. u should hear how i out pour all of my unconditional love for u to joelle. please stop hurting me for the sake of ur safety, i promise u that ur safe with me, hurting u is the one thing i could never ever bring myself to do, it hurts telling u that u hurt me. i hope u come back to me. i hope u think of me when u see our favorite colors.