i’m so inlove with you bruh like not just the normal inlove thing like INLOVE:/ i started to like how the first letter of your name looked like it’s weird for a lot of people buh it’s just like :0 it’s not just because your my favourite it’s just that like even after all the pain and everything in the end i still find good things about you. i risked everything for you. i lost many people a lot of people hate me i turned down a lot of people and i’m not complaining never will. i’m just so scared if we never find our way back again? what if you let me go? you tried to let me move on bc it was better for me bc of how much pain i felt and i didn’t want that and i could never move on it will always and i mean always be YOU no other guy has a chance. i love everything about you bruh ik so many shitty fucking things happened buh in the end youd the one i love. i love your humour the way uou can be so fucking adorable and sweet and everything i love your personality i love how even tho your struggling a lot and youd in a lot of pain youd still going even tho you dont want to it might take you time buh your still going and i wish i could tell you how proud i am of him. please idk what we are idk if he left i think he did bc yk buh it’s 5am i’m sad and miss zack a lot that’s why i’m writing this lol i wish i could write it to him buh idk what he wants. i’m left on delivered :p i love him to death:/ above from the hurt he makes me feel safe and happy and have that warm feeling in my heart he makes me smile he makes me feel worth it he makes me want to get better and actually want to live i wonder if he knows that:/ what’s so special about him making me want to get better is that in reality i don’t want to get better wait no i’m not turning this into a rant- i remember whne he wrote me that love? i think or birthday letter god i can’t explain how i felt while reading that and even the fact that he wrote one im never and i have never let this boy go yuh we might have hella arguments breakups etc buh in the end it’s alwyas going to me him i’m never letting him go i don’t know about him buh i know what i want. he’s so perfect in my eyes he’s beyond perfect. i’m so proud of him. i will kill the next bitch he’s gonna be with lol i don’t care. i want a lil family w him little us running around with pets dude that’s all i ever wish for. or to get to be in his arms oh my. i really wanna text him something lol. i have so much hope in me and him it’s unbelievable. i can’t explain the love and care i have for him. how much i adore my noodle. he will forever have my heart. he’s always going to have place in my heart. sorry i started to write using third? person-