hey, i love you. i always will love you. and im sorry for that day, for pushing you away and hurting you when i needed you to be by my side the most, i spend too much time pushing people away and i once told you that eventually id push you away and you said that would never happen. well it did and i hate it, i regret it, but regret wont change the fact it happens and now its like everything is just, gone, except how i feel that hasnt and never will go. im sorry for everything, i love you. you were everything to me, you were the only thing that kept me going and that was my favourite thing the fact you were always there when i needed you to be, you always showed up when there was an issue and i needed you. i love you.