you dropped me when i was at a bad place. i dont know where i went wrong but at this point it was for the better. you allowed me to make new friends and realize you were toxic. im glad you left and allowed me space to grow. all i needed to understand is that you were just toxic, and i wish i saw that sooner. i hope you go through the same things after you left me - crying in my room trying to figure out why you'd leave me, and if i seem to push people away. those nights in my room crying were the moments i would've talked to you about it, but you were gone.