Unsent Messages

Recently I haven't been sure of anything in my life. I've been second guessing every decision I've made, every thought I've had. But not you. I know that I want to be with you. I'm only really happy around you. I miss it. I miss competitions that I admit I lost more often than I won. I miss your stupid jokes and your ability to brighten the entire room whenever you walked in. I know that we drifted apart and that it was my fault but I want you to know that I will always love you. The worst part about not being with you is that I know that you, at some point, felt the same way, but I was with someone else. I wish I could go back and change everything. Make it so that I was with you instead. I would give anything to do that. Or to just have one more moment with you. You're the only person I want to be with right now and forever. But I can't. So goodbye. I love you.