i told you i never want to grow up becoming a parent like you when i’m older and you said to me later that’s the worst thing anyone’s ever said to you, but imagine how it made me feel to envy all of my friends dads because when they shout at them it seems so calm. i hate you but i love you and i’m glad i see you everyday but i hope you know that i will never trust a man in my life because of what you did to my mother and every other mistress who believes you loved them. i’m sorry we had such a curruot relationship but this ones on you dad. i love you but your the reason i’m toxic x