you ruined my life. everyday i wake up thinking about how much better things would be if u listened. i wouldnt have scars all over my legs, wouldnt be failing school, relying on substances to keep me happy and stopping me from hurting myself more. youre a terrible horrible person. i dont ever think i could forgive you, idk if i ever will. but if i do it will take years, you ruined me. you ruined my life