hi baby you're forever my first love and best friend. I love you so much and I'm forever thankful for the love you've taught me to give out, you made me confident and made me love myself, you were there for my highs and lows and I'm sorry I couldn't treat you better. I'm so damn sorry, its no excuse but I really wish I could be released from this mind deteriorating disease so I could step out and give you the love and life you deserve, maybe in another life. I love you so much and I wish I could be better