It's still kinda crazy to me how hard I was willing to try. Even after all of our history. I'm still willing, which I guess is part of the problem. I don't know. You called me your soulmate almost 3 weeks ago but it still sticks in my head. Maybe you're right, maybe we are. It would explain why I keep taking you back, no matter how many times you hurt me. Not that I blame you this time. I'm still proud of you for doing what's best for you. Just thinking out loud here