I can't tell you how much you destroyed me... I honestly can't. Everytime i see your name it just makes me feel some type of way. I have mixed feelings about you, i just dont know if i should hate you for an lifetime or if i should forgive you. I'll never forget how you treated our relationship. Im doing so much better but every time i think im healing you just come back. Why? Why do you do me like this? Why can't you let me happy and heal? Pls let me know. I deserve better... MUCH better. You made me lose the only person who made me happy. I hope you were happy when you chose her. I hope she did everything that you didn't get from me. Im begging you pls just let me free. Let me be happy again. Why does it hurt you to see me happy and healing. Why can't I live without you acting like we are still together. I can't interact with anyone without you getting mad. Idk why im still looking for your validation in life. You are the definition of of wrong person, wrong time. Just leave me alone. I did nothing but love you unconditionally and supported everything you did. I dont deserve this or you. I desire happiness and a life without you ruining it. Just leave me alone and forget about me.