From: ABC
To: Zach
Date: December 10, 2020, 10:40 am
the very first day i met you i knew you were different. even from the start you instantly made me feel safe and i knew we were gonna be close. i just really wish that lasted longer because the one year was nowhere near enough time. i miss you so much. i miss our late night texts, our music, all the shows we started watching together, everything. you were the only person who could make me feel okay again and now your gone. im learning how to be fine with out you and i know its not gonna be easy. you were a huge part of my life and my person at one point but im getting there. some days are harder than others ill admit, sometimes i just wanna call you or text you and tell you how much i miss you but i can't. everytime i think of you i feel sick, like that sick you feel when you know something bad has happened. you showed me my true self and, before you broke me, you made me so so happy.i knew it was gonna end. i just didn't want it to end like that but i need to let go. i love you forever and ever zach.