I’m not scared to die anymore which is what I'm scared of now, no one knows what happens after you die. Even when I was being dramatic and was going and really wanted to I never did Beaucase I thought what happens after we die, what if heaven and hell are real But I’m hoping for a big long stretchy nap. It’s getting worse, I don't know what “it” is but I'm over everything and this. Im just waiting and trying to live the next 2 Years how I've been thinking about living them for the past 6 years. I just don't care.