From: ABC
To: Akira
Date: January 7, 2021, 8:46 pm
I'm sorry ... I lied to you again, I still like you ...
Even after all this time I still like you, I try to pretend otherwise and hide my feelings for you, but ... I can't :(
I would like to stop feeling love for you ... it hurts, it hurts a lot :( it hurts to see that you are with her, sometimes I have wondered, and if you had not met her ... you and I would be together? Would we have calls often? ............ Akira, why? Why did you decide to leave? ... I miss you ... and I will continue to miss you, where is the akira that loved me?: What happened to him? Since that day, I don't know you, you say you were also in love with me ... stop lying, please stop lying, you weren't in love, you just like me and apparently I was one one of those tastes that disappear from one day to the next, instead ... I'm still in love with you, 7 months akira ... 7 MONTHS, how? How come you forgot me so easily?
You confuse me, why on the call did you say that you still like to hear me say I love you? :( Why did you want us to sleep together? :( Nicole and you are together, and you tell me that that just confuses me, sometimes I want to ask you to leave ... but, I can't :( I miss the akira who loved me... but, even so, I promise to forget you soon ... I guess it's my turn to be happy too, I only ask one thing ... and remember this please:
You're right, you weren't the first person I fell in love with, you weren't the first person I told I loved, but, if you were the first person I would have given everything for, you were and will be the only person for whom I decided to start living and not just to exist... ily