why would you speak to me again. why would you ask me to speak to you like i normally would as if i could ever do that again. i’m afraid of you. it’s ironic because a few months back i was still on this same stupid website saying that you were the only person i wasn’t scared of but i am now. maybe terrified too. i already regret telling you about my relationship with them maybe you never wanted to talk to me you just wanted to make me be vulnerable again. i could call you names but what would that do? where would it leave me? i still loved you. i still have to live with that.
