From: ABC
To: Mochi
Date: December 2, 2020, 1:06 am
i decided to write here.. since you likely will never think i’d write to you here since i haven’t before.
i miss you so damn much. i’ve cried almost every day since that last time we spoke in october. did i make the right choice? i thought i needed to cut things off from you to heal.. you hurt me so much so often and i was too tired of telling you only for it to happen again. but i’ve never been so drawn to a friend... it feels so wrong how normal it felt to text you the other day. like we weren’t supposed to be apart. i hate how lame i feel sitting here missing you when you have better.
i cried at the japanese pavilion in epcot bc i promised to take you there and i passed different mochis and realized i was going to have to change your name in my phone. that hurt.
anyways.. i miss you. hope you find a reason to stick around longer than 21. i made that my job but i failed. i’m sorry.