i know you're not a love. because i can't imagine anyone ever loving you. i don't know how you can wrap people around your bony fingers and manipulate them and bully them. but i'll do everything in my power until i leave this earth to make sure you're brought to justice. for everyone you've hurt. and me. i finally realized who i was and how strong i am and what i deserve from a friend after you. so thank you. thank you for the secret group chats. the black mail. the code names. the homophobia and transphobia. the classism. the racism. the saying the n word. the injuries. the lies. the cut on my arms. my eating disorder. thank you for making me a better person and a final FUCK YOU!