i feel like im never going to be happy again. i love you so much. i miss you even more. why cant you just look at me. why cant i talk to you. she has you in the palm of her hands, literally. i just want our knees to touch again when we are sitting together with our friends. now, yours and hers touch. i just want to laugh with you, but now all you do is laugh with her. im so sad bro, please just talk to me.