Unsent Messages

hey, so u ended up choosing her.. i always knew u would and i had already prepared myself for it but it still hurt, i really wanted to be a priority for u, ofc i want u to focus on what makes u happy and all just i wish one of those things was me. i wish u felt the same towards me, and the worst part is i can't even be mad at u, u never did anything wrong and u would never intentionally cause someone pain and i know that. i didn't necessarily loose u, u agreed that u would still talk to me regardless of u wanting to focus more on sports and family, and i am so grateful u consider me a friend and trusted me enough to tell me about her and u wanted MY input on the situation, i don't ever wish for us to stop being friends ofc i hope maybe more in the future but as of now i'm okay with our arrangement, i still want u to love me back and want me but thank you for keeping me in ur life. i still love u, always will. thank u for the memories u have made with me i hope u see me as more than a friend someday but as of now i'm okay and i'll be okay as soon as u are in my life because even tho i wasn't enough for u i am enough for myself so it's alright if u see me as just a friend. ily