i just want to stop thinking about you all the fucking time. i keep replaying what i heard that night like a broken record and it hurts so much. i don’t understand how you acted as if everything was normal after you treated me like that its beyond confusing. i dont know if i hate you or not but im sorry for making you uncomfortable but please make up your fucking mind because its destroying me inside i dont even know how im supposed to act around you. warm? cold? im tired i really am i want this bullshit to be over and this school year to be over so i can forget about you. we vibe really well but if you don’t agree with my existence please stay far away from me because we will never work out.
