Unsent Messages

hi girlfriend. i have a lot on my chest that i can't tell you about, but i wish i could. you're my best friend and it hurts not being able to tell you everything the way that i used to. i miss the old us, no fighting, no arguing, all happiness and jokes. but we want different things now and i feel us drifting. i miss the old you, as cliche as it is, and im sure you miss the old me. i hope in the end we're okay. you mean the world to me. im sorry right now isn't our time, but you're the one for me. i hope in the end it's you and i, but right now im not ready for what you want, and im not ready for the same amount of commitment. i wish i could tell you without ruining 5 years of friendship and love. nothing would hurt me more than losing you. maybe one day, ill tell you how i feel. i just don't want to hurt you.