i thought it was real. i really thought you liked me. but it was too good to be true. i know its not my fault but it feels like ive done something wrong. like youre bored of me. i gave you all the good music and then you left. i dont know if you were just 'using me' for my music or if you felt something too. i dont think you ever liked me, not like i liked you. i dont know if im annoying you or if i should message you. i think i really like you. but you dont feel the same way. you couldnt give a shit charlie. and it hurts because i really thought we would be something. but we probably wont be. not now, maybe not ever. i dont know, i dont want to believe it. you confuse me, you send such mixed signals and we probably wouldnt be good together. but i want to try. if only we could. if only.
