this hurts. and deep down i miss spending time with you. with you i felt safe. like nothing else could hurt me. i truly never felt that way with anyone else. if i'm being honest, i'm heartbroken. but it's not your fault. i know we did the right thing. but sometimes that's what hurts the most. i wish things were different. i wish that we had met at a different time. but i know that the universe does things for a reason. you always said you were here to help people grow. and you've helped me. i know things will be okay.