Hey I just wanna say I love you so much and I'm so thankful to have gotten close to you. I know we haven't said I love you yet but I truly do and I hope we're together for a long time, although next year we might face some difficulties. I just wanted to say how appreciative I am of you, and to apologize in advance for any moodiness or sadness I might portray, as I tend to self-sabotage my relationships.