i hate you. whether it because you're an actual terrible person or because i'm so jealous of what you had (and took advantage of). i hate you so much. you've been so shitty to me and my closest friends this past year and it annoys me so much that you feel you can call me a close friend after all that. yes i tell you stuff, but i've asked for permission to say all that. you shouldn't trust me lol, you don't hate her through your own choice, i fed you the information to think that way and you ate it up lmao. you say you loved her but if you did, you wouldn't be so angry at her for one joke she made. become a better person and learn who to trust (it isn't me)
and if you ever see this, no you haven't x