you aren't my first love but you're one of the best friends i've ever had. You always make me happy and never fail to make me comfortable with how loving and kind you are. I wish you could see how amazing you are. I want you to know that everything you feel is valid. Don't let anyone tell you what you can and can't feel. As long as you're being kind to yourself i'm proud. I am so proud of you. I wish i told you that more but i am. You've gotten so far even after all the shitty things people did to you. You deserve better. You made it through it though. I love you so much. I'm so glad i was lucky enough to meet you in this life.