this really sucks. everything about fall reminds me of you. it used to be my favorite season; it still is, but i can't help but keep thinking of you. old habits, i guess. i don't miss you, but i guess i miss having someone with me. that was always you. it's my first winter alone in a while. idk why im writing, you'll probably never check this again. (which, is probably better) but i passed by your house the other day. i've seen your old locker twice this week and i spend a lot of time in the room we went to every morning. i just want to forget about all of it and you but everything just throws all the memories back at me, and i go back to thinking i miss it. so yeah, this really sucks.