From: ABC
To: him
Date: January 15, 2021, 8:12 am
as the tears run down my face i write you this in hopes you’ll find it. you know how i told you i cried in the shower that one night well i only told you a small fraction of the whole truth. you’re not the only one who overthinks at 3 a.m. especially if you compare it to me. i miss you every second of the day hoping that if i some how miraculously turn my head a certain way ill find you one morning in my bed or at my door waiting for me yet ik your not gonna be there. it kills me to know that far into the future only one of us will wake up to the sunrise while the other watches from above. i cant imagine my life without you and even i have never felt this way about someone really anyone. talking about our future reminds me of the good times ahead that i just hope won’t change. yet ik one day you’ll find someone who has everything you have dreamed of in a woman while i watch from a distance hoping that you know ill always love you forever no matter what happens. i want a forever with you... a type of forever you’ll never find... the type of forever that our kids will look at and hope that’s what they have in their future. i loved you first and i hope to be the one who loves you last. you’re my one and only... my david william. ~ love, Maria Gerhardus