From: ABC
To: Henry
Date: January 7, 2021, 4:28 pm
i’m so pissed at myself for liking you much. it’s been a month and you’re slowly drifting away and it’s killing me. i just need you by my side when i’m crying at night. i need you to tell me it’s going to be ok. i need you to call me every morning and every night. but you chose who you wanted and never looked at anyone else. but she’s not right for you. she’s toxic for you and you aren’t even similar to each other. i want to be your one. the one you boast about to your friends and the one you are so deeply in love with. but i know i can’t be held back by you. i need to move on and let you go. it’s going to be so hard and painful but you chose so i need to leave. i can’t stop thinking about you every night, imagining what life would be like if you were in love with me. but i have to stop. it’s only hurting me more and more. you’ve hurt so much but you don’t even know it and won’t even know. i’m going to miss you so much and i’m so sorry for loving you so much. if only you loved me back