Unsent Messages

i still love you you know? after everything , after you telling my friends you don’t love me back, after everything because i can’t forget what life was like before. when we would stay up late at night talking about ur cats, minecraft, friends everything and anything we wanted to. we didn’t force each other to speak about our problems , we just let each other know we were there and when i told u i was going to sleep you said “no wait don’t go”. you would pause your game just to snap me back, and then would pause it again a minute later to do the same. if only i knew what would happen when i told u , i still don’t know if i would have still told u if i could see how different things would be. my parents still ask about you , i don’t dare tell them we don’t speak anymore. i will love you forever and always , but i have to let you go