hi abbi. thank you for being my best friend. in the past few months we've gotten really close. thank you for helping me to be more comfortable with myself. you've shown me my worth and helped me start to love myself. i can't imagine my life without you. i know things are so hard right now, but please hold on for me. you deserve the world. i promise if you stay, things will be okay. one day we'll be able to meet and i'll give you the biggest hug and tell you how proud of u i truly am. you're the reason im holding on, and i hope i can be your reason too. ily